Everyday I try to find something to make me happier, something to keep my mind from wondering through all these thoughtless dreams. Searching and searching there is no answer, all I want is to be happy again. Its just like you to do this..its no fucking suprise, all I ever wanted was to live in peace, for you to be there for me, when I needed..You're there... but are you really? Youre slowly breaking me..into peices. haunting my dreams. The end is near for me and I can no longer deal with you, and all the stupid fucking shit that you do.I dont think I can go on much longer, Im barely hanging from my final thread. I cannot keep hurting myself, I need to escape but there is nothing...nothing that can save me now.