I am so burnt out right now, I went to the beach today, I’m so glad I went...such a beautiful place, if only everyday looked so nice…
I’m never sleeping anymore, days go by and nothing ever happens, it seems like I’m just trapped in a daze, nothing new ever happens, it always ends the same…never escaping my thoughts. There’s never any time, to just run away, away from it all.
I reached that place today, out of mind, out of body, and not once did I think of anything. nothing at all.
I looked out onto that ocean and thought... Here I am. Standing above all… and for some reason I just kept waiting for the moment I’d fall…
now I've realized..
All those times before my hopes were running high.. until.. it all left me,.. and I realized that everything I do is up to you.
Like a junkie I’d have traded everything for...
You were all I ever wanted, right from the start, everything and nothing all at once.
… and now ...
I can see your lips moving, but I can't hear a thing at all, all those things you have said, they make no sense to me.
Why not just move ahead and lets not look back?..
I won't be there, and I don't care… because I have nothing anymore.
It is the end of all hope. Now, It's getting dark here inside my heart.. I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to trust again.
There’s just nothing left to say…
The August rain, hides my tears from you…Not that it would have mattered anyway..